Well I am taking a break from blogger, one because many people aren't coming on my blogs anymore. And also because I am going to be focusing a lot on school for now. I will come back onto blogger in about a month or two, or maybe if my blogs get more joiners and followers but until then, you may still comment on my blogs, but I will not be here to do anything.
There have been a lot of great people that I have met over blogger, and I would like to mention them quickly here, so that they know they have made a difference for me.
Thunderstar-You have been there for me since my first successful blog, on Weebly, called WaterClan. Even when I am being a brat you were there and never really got mad. We had our fights and we always worked them out. Thanks for the great friendship
Chilepanda-Your so nice and understanding, all the time. We never really had a conversation that wasn't about blogs, but you know, you were still a great friend that I will miss if I don't come back.
Amber-You are so fun and a great blogger. Thanks for being on my blogs and being my friend. I will miss you a lot too.
Thats about it. I will be opening a new blogger account, however, that will be all about LIFE. It won't be about blogger but other things that I like.
Thanks for reading.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Who Says
This song really touches me. And I think it is really sweet and the actual song would be good, no matter the lyrics. The reason that I picked this song is because everyone goes through a phase where they don't like themselves. It could be anything, but when I feel bad about myself I listen to this song, because it makes me feel like I am not the only one.
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
Na na na
Na na na
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
Na na na
Na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky
Na na na
Na na na
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
Na na na
Na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Monday, March 28, 2011
Moment for Life
I love this song for practically no reason, I just do, and I hope you do too. Thanks!
I fly with the stars in the skies,
I am no longer trying to survive,
I believe that life is a prize,
But to live doesn't mean you're alive.
Don't worry bout me, and who I fire
I get what I desire, it's my empire
And yes I call the shots, I am the umpire
I sprinkle holy water, upon the vampire (vampire)
In this very moment I'm king,
In this very moment I slay, Goliath with a sling,
This very moment I bring
Put it on everything, that I will retire with the ring,
And I will retire with the crown, Yes!
No I'm not lucky I'm blessed, Yes!
Clap for the heavyweight champ, Me!
But I couldn't do it all alone, We!
Young Money raised me, grew up out in Baisley
Southside Jamaica, Queens and it's crazy
cause I'm still hood, Hollywood couldn't change me
shout out to my haters, sorry that you couldn't phase me
ain't being cocky we just vindicated, best believe that when were done
This moment will be syndicated, I don't know, this night just reminds me of
everything that they deprived me of, kuhh!!!
pppp, put ya drinks up, it's a celebration every time we link up
We done did everything they can think of
Greatness is what we on the brink of.
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, ugh
What I tell 'em hoes bow bow bow to me, drop down to ya knees
Young Money the Mafia that's word to Lil Cease
I'm in The Dominican Big Papi Ortiz
doin' target practice all these ------- just aiming to please
shout out to the CEO 500 degrees
shout out to the OVO where we set for T's, awww
------ wanna be friends how coincidental
This supposed to be our year we ain't get the memo
Young King, pay me in gold
40 got a bunch of weed he ain't even roll
These ------ be droppin' songs they ain't even cold
Weezy on top and that n*gga ain't even home, yet!
yeah, be very afraid these other rappers getting bodied and carried away
F it me and Nicki Nick gettin' married today
And now you bitches that be hatin can catch a bouquet, ouww
yeah, you a star in my eyes, you and all them white girls party of five
are we drinking a lil more I can hardly decide
I can't believe we really made it I'm partly surprised, I swear
----, this one for the books, man!
I swear this --- is as fun as it looks, man!
I'm really tryna make it more than what it is, cuz everybody dies but not everybody lives!
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
This is my moment, I waited all my life I can tell its time
drifting away I'm one with the sunsets, I have become alive.
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
Monday, March 21, 2011
Pretty Girl Rock
While I may seem a little full of myself with this song (I am a bit full of myself, I can admit that) It still speaks to me and makes me feel beautiful when I sing a along. To me it is like a major self confidence boost whenever I listen to it. My friends say that it is my theme song, because again, I am full of myself at some points. Well I hope you like it.
I can do the pretty girl rock rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?
My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry looking at my derri-
erre, you can stare but if you touch it I'ma bury
Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's with ya, I don't gotta talk about it baby you can see it
But if you want I'll be happy to repeat it
My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry looking at my derri-
erre, you can stare but if you touch it I'ma bury
Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's witcha
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me
All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Aye, now do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock
If you're looking for me you can catch me (pass by)
Cameras flashing
Bet he turned his head just as soon as I passed him
Girls think I'm conceited cause I know I'm attractive
Don't worry about what I think, why don't you ask him?
Get yourself together don't hate (never do it),
jealousy is the ugliest trait (don't ever do it)
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me
All eyes on me when I walk in
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Doing the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock
Get low witcha pretty girl rock rock
Steal the show witcha pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock
Sing it with me now
All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.
My walk my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Monday, March 14, 2011
All My Life
My whole life I've changed my personality for other people.
My obsession with people liking me has torn me into so many different people, I cant even recognize the original me. I don't even know why I do, I deserve to be myself and nobody should change me. But I'm scared that if I am myself that no one will like me.
I cant even tell who my close friends are anymore. Because none of them really know the real me, only a select few see through my mask and know me. But no more.
They tell me to "be yourself" but I dont know who I am anymore. And no I am determined to be myself. I will stop dressing and acting like a girly girl and stop pretending to have a bubble brain. And now I am going to be who I want and say what I want. And no one can stop me.
(Sorry that it is so short)
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Perfect
This is a song from Pink called perfect. I really like it because it pretty much explains some stuff that is going on with me, mostly in the first and third stanzas.
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than, less than
perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're perfect to me
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than, less than
perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Strange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, less than
perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, less than
perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're perfect to me.
Secrets
We all have secrets right? I't can't be just me. I am tired of keeping it all in, I just wanna let it out. I'm sorry if maybe they are sad, or if they seem like I am breaking down. But I am happy, and not all secrets are good, but I will throw in a few good ones just to brighten this post.
I spent so much money on fake tan, make-up, fake eyelashes, hair products to make myself beautiful for him. And I am still waiting for the day that you will notice me. But I am done, and I don't care anymore, notice me or not, I am getting on with my life.
I wore makeup. I dyed my hair. I wore high heels. I wore girly clothes. I used to dress how I wanted, but even that has changed. So today I have decided that I will stop, stop the make-up, stop the dyed hair, stop the high heels, and stop the stupid clothes I hate. And I am going to be me, 100% and I don't care weather you think I look good or not, because that's me, love me or hate me.
I have stopped crying. Because a long time ago I realized that it won't change a thing, and that I was just wasting my time. It has been two years and I haven't shed a single tear, and I don't plan on getting sad or breaking down for a long long time.
I am a nerd. I have all A's, I went off the charts on state testing. I go home and sit on the computer for hours role-play to escape from the real world. And It makes me smile.
If anyone wants to post their secrets here to share you can, I hope you do, and that they are happier secrets than most of mine. Thanks for reading.
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